Love

My first love was amazing until everything broke up. The story start when I first meet her in my school pre-graduation event. In the middle of the event a young and beautiful lady went up to the stage to sing. I was amaze by her voice and I was fall in love with her. I couldn't found any flower to give her so I made one using a piece of tissue paper. I do get some encouragement from my friends and I rush to the stage, pass her the flower just before she end her singing. When the party was over I try to find her but I couldn't find her. Is like in the movie name Cinderella. She just disappear when the party was over. I know she was my junior but I could not get her contact number. The next day I found her thru Facebook and beginning to chat with her. I manage to get her contact number and ask her out for a lunch or dinner but our timing did not match. In the end we did not manage to meet up. School holiday was just days to go and I plan something to do in those holiday.She is not from a wealthy family and I knew she would be working part time when ever she is on school holiday. So one day I decided to go to her hometown without telling her that I am going all the way down. Finally the day have come and in the morning I drive to a florist and bought a red rose. Alone in the car driving a long distance journey all I can think is her smiling in my mind. I never drive so far alone and I don't even know the road there, the only devices that guided me all the way was my GPS and the road sign. 5hrs has pass by and finally I reach my hotel, I didn't felt the journey was far maybe all I have was her in my mind anyway I message her just to confirm that she is working and I manage to get the location of her workplace. Not wasting time I prepare myself and set the location in my GPS. I depart early and reach there just before she finish her work. I park my car and walk to her workplace, searching for her and finally we meet. She was so shock to see me and we do have a little chat. She told me to go back to my hotel first because she need to go home have a bath and change her cloth. I do suggest that I will pick her up at her home but she said she will come to my hotel and fetch me. I don't know why she refuse and I was thinking since I don't know the road well she do the driving instead of me and so I waited in the hotel for her. My phone rang and she was waiting for me in front of the hotel. I rush down with some souvenir from my hometown and hide my flower in my backpack. I saw her car and I waived to her, I get in to the car and MY GOD she was like an angel to my eye. Her beautiful eye and her long straight hair, I was mesmerize with her beauty. We arrive at some coffee shop to have our dinner. I and her have a wonderful chat. After dinner she drove me back to my hotel and just before I get off the car I open my backpack and give her the rose that I bought earlier in the morning. I told her that how much I was in love with her when I first saw her at the stage and she was shock, give me some time she told me.I went up to my hotel and I can't sleep because tomorrow I will be meeting her again and what will happen if she say no. I was so nervous that I totally forget that tomorrow is my birthday until she message me Happy Birthday, I was so happy that she message me. In the morning she need to work and she can only meet me when she finish her work so I find some of my old friends living in her hometown. Evening as the time we promises to meet, she show up in front of my hotel and I get on her car she give me a nice small box. HAPPY BIRTHDAY she wish me, I felt like crying that time and I was overjoy, she told me to open it, it was a wallet. We went for our dinner and she was planing to bring me tour around her hometown. The next morning she show up and she told me one of her best friend will follow us. She took me too a lot of places we ate a lot of her hometown food. 4 days at her hometown was like eternity in heaven for me. I was so happy I can be with her thru out the 4 days trip but I have to leave back to my hometown and it was hard to say good bye. School reopen and I graduated from university, she still have 2 more years to go. We chat using phone and facebook. I finally found a job and during the weekend I would travel all the way back to my university just to find her it took me 2hs to reach. Her birthday is near and I did something for her. Even thou I was busy working I never wasted my time and do my best to prepared the gift. All the late night sleep have paid off  and it took me 1 month to finish the gift. At her birthday I drive all the way to my university and the next morning celebrate with her. She was happy to receive my gift and I was happy because she like it. As time pass by we get closer and closer. On one occasion she wanted to drive her car from her hometown to university, I was worry because she was alone driving so far and I took an emergency leave on the next day. I took a bus directly after work to her hometown and meet her at the bus station where she drive her car and pick me up. We have breakfast together. She drive all the way to my hometown and I took over and drive all the way to her university. She was tired and felt asleep, she look like a sleeping beauty to me. When we arrive at her university she took me to the bus station where I get my bus back to my hometown. I was so tired when I reach home, I directly went to bed cause tomorrow I need to work. At one festival day I was supposed to went up to her university to find her but my job cause me to cancel the trip. I was surprised that she say she will come down to my hometown to find me. I ask her to park her car at my house and I bring her out to enjoy the festival. We went to a temple and she was happy so see it was so beautiful. She could not stay too long with me cause she need to travel all the way to her friend house. I took her home and bid her farewell. On the next week we meet again and I took her to a nearby mall for a movie. It was a special day for both of us. It was the day we hold our hand and finally she was my girlfriend. On one occasion we were dating and she lost her phone, she only notice it when it was late in the evening, we went back to all the places that we being to and we can't manage to find her phone. I told her not to worry and I will get her a new phone tomorrow. Tomorrow morning we went to cancel her line and buy a new phone. At first she refuse I pay for her phone and as I told her she can save her money for other urgent stuff, as I know she is not from a wealthy family also I am working and I can afford to pay for the phone. There is one time where she travel all the way down to attend her internship interview and I was around that area we meet up have a dinner and a movie it was nice every time I have the chance to meet her. My job sometimes require me to work on weekdays and sometimes I can't manage to travel up to see her. I was always worry for her and her family especially her younger sister. She lost her mom few years ago and her dad is the only one raising both of them. I always felt that when she went back to her hometown she became a different person. Sometimes she is quite, she like to keep all the sadness to her self, this always make me very very worry. I also know she miss her mum alot, she always told me she cried at night when she miss her mum. Sometimes I felt hopeless and lost, I just don't know how to hear her up. What I can do is communication thru phone encouraging her, I sometimes felt sorry for not being able to be at her side when she need it, hug her tight and say everything is going to be fine, I just can't manage to do it. One day out of the blue she told me she can't take it anymore she want to breakup with me. She said distance is the problem and she need someone to be at her side, she said I do provide her with daily necessary needs but not her heart. She say I am a good guy and she say I am not her soulmate, she told me that I can find a better one. I was so heartbroken and lost that time. I did went to her university to find her but she was on the way back from her hometown. She ask me not to wait for her as the result will be the same. Days went by and I still miss her alot. I force myself to work day and night so that I can forget about her. No mater how hard I try she is still the one I love. She will always be my sweetest memory.

Love bring alot of happiness but love also bring alot of sadness........